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Tina Chua, 21 this year. Currently Working at Mediacorp.

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1. new blog link!
2. working again tml.
3. booo no pic to upload!
4. scared? Ya we are...
5. ok, break for tmk =)
6. day by day gone fast when u're working
7. TGIF? nope, it's just another day
8. my hair is short again
9. wee hour of sun... my sat
10. love MJ

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agrh!!! haiz, sianz.... y i hav to sprain it again... oh man, i hate it... yesterday we played against temask at their sch.. and me, so careless hurt my ankel on the second quarter... so sad, cos burden to my team, sry guyz.. i hav let u all down, but promise me dun give up k?? when i'm heal, i will give it my best.. it's our last of the last games in jyss le... i'm sure u all dun wan to let yrself down rite? so jia you!! do wat u can... dun be discouraged...
today, despit of pain i still went to sch... cos it's not then serious tat i can't even walk ma... but still hurts la... felt such a spotlight in the sch, where ever i go, ppl or teachers will look at my ankle... so ... hee.. for ar ren, u hav to tc of ya kneessss ar... tks for my frenz who concern and cares for me... tks man.. nw it's rainin, n i hav to be at hme stoning.. haiz, they hav netball trainin.. but i wonder they can try or not be cos of rains... loyang men, how's ya match? u all really hav to tc, k? dun be like me... so useless nw, cant do anything... i wanna ran freely.... ahh!!!! haha, i'm crazy le... kk stop here.. :)

soon, march going to be over le... hmm.. i hav juz changed my songs in this blog... i like this songs too... can say i like all of the jay's songs la... hee... i'm his fans =x.. hmm..choose this songs is partly becos, it can be abt friendship ba.. same for friend, once it's gone, it's very hard to find back the feelin u once were in, even when u contact each other or mit up... i'm tokin craps, wonder anyone understand me... i'm a inner person, always most of friend said, but i dun felt like.. i juz dunno wat to tok, tat's y i'm quite quiet... sometimes, i can be as mad as u all r... but when i'm really mad, i felt i'm not myself... haha funny rite? kk. stop here... any comment must tag my blog.. tks for spendin ya time readin my crappy blog... wa it's 1 plus le ar? i didn't realised it oops =x..

i'm signing in to blog... went out with my cousin,feli, today.. quite a long time nv mit her le.. went to airport, she wanna study... sat at t2's BK... so unlucky, after a while at there, we gt chased out by their stuff.. cos it's quite crowd at tat moment, can't study there.. so fan, dunno where can study le, so we stoned at one corner.. aft a while, decided to go mac... but she suddenly remember T1 also hav bk, so we proceeded there... juz a right place to study, no chase no worries =)... ard 5 we went to tm, to watch movie.. again movie.. no choice, cos we like movies hee... watchin SON OF THE MASK... quite funny, the baby was cute... but it didn't make me laugh the hell out of me.. dunno y... not funny enough but =x... ( standard so high de lolz...) but i really like the drawin n cartoon animation... so funny, cute, interestin to ME.... stop here... tc frenz...

bloggin nw... havin headaches... today in sch mrs mohan on leave.. so 4 science period was doing the damn tys qns... so stressed up sia, dunno how to do man.. aft tat is pe, luckily no 2.4km test, lucky man.. then rest of the sch day, nth much happen.. aft sch jiu went hme le... in class we decide to watch movie.. we is my jh n hm lor... we mit ard 5.30... before that shwee came to my hse, waitin for shers.. we watched the miss congenality2.. dun like to watch de sia.. but no choice, jh said hm wan to watch.. haiz sad... then watch lor.. in the movie, quite sianz n piss man, the person sittin infront of my was so tall cover my view le, so angry man.. make me uncomfortable sia.. watched until i headaches till nw.. oh ya juz nw at tm, poh heng called me n told me that she was in the foodcourt eatin... she was at 4 floor, when i was at 3rd floor... i juz oh.. then nv bother le, but still feel haiz... they eatin ma so nv bother to go find her, somemore i'm wif jh n hm who dunno them.. kk, gtg to stop here... anqi n cloudy, welcome back!!!

sch starts two days le, so fast. quite a few days nv blog le, too lazy to do so... =x anyi, cloudy they all hav camp so envy... haiz, how i wish my sch every yr hav camp... did u guyz enjoy yrself? hope u all hav =)... erm.. gt back all my term test results le... luckily the rest of my subjects i passed exp eng lor.. quite sad over it, but i must nv give up.. work hard to improve my eng.. both my language is sux de lor.. (eng n chi) so must jia you... my fitness test is coming soon, esp is 2.4km on thurs ba... my stamina dropped le, dunno whether still can run or not.. (fat le =( )
shwee, sry ar, can't lent u com.. hee, sry dun be sad la.. other day will lent u de... in sch, i can start to feel the pressure man, teacher startin to encourage us to work hard etc...

Happy bd shwee... hope u enjoy yaself today!!! so borin stayed at hme the whole morning till nw... rottin le man, raining somemore sianz... wonder wat my buddy r doing.. haiz, always nv keeps in contact de... all so busy one... wonder r we buddy or not.. when together ya buddy but, nv mit jiu one msg also dun hav... so envy others who hav frenz always go out together la, etc... haiz... this whole holiday week, nv touch until my bks sia... so lazy... open sch must jia you le... so boring!!! later hav to work le.. if no work sure go out to catch a movie wif my frenz de... hm n j must be enjoy themselves nw, haha =x... me ne, alone, in front of this com.. listening to hay's songs.. haha.. kk end here...

yesterday morning went sch to actually c bb match de, but in the end cancelled... but the c gal is vs-in the c boys.. went there to play with them lor.. the sun was damn hot, my face was red again... 3 days under the sun, cooked le la... =P nw skin going to tear le.. =( we played until quite exhausted and hot man... yesterday finally finished my deadnote bk 2.. so cool.. it's tired to read but, i like to read haha.. the character i like... dl quite a long of pic of deathnote.. today morning went market wif my mum... then stayed at hme for half a day lor.. so boring.. k act comin to my hse to do hw de, but in the end cancelled.. so surf net lor, saw baze online... her frenz too act coming to her hse, in the end it's cancelled... haha, so faith man.. shwee msg shers to confirm the time with me to meet them at sport hall.. haha, her face was like an apple... not me le this time =p.. we walked to tamp mac to eat, then took bus to paris ris beach.. since baze hav nth to do, n knew i'm going to beach to c stars so i asked her along.. she cycled n mit us there... when reached it's abt 6 plus close to 7 ba... we as usual sat at rock 13... the sky was still bright.. but a while later, it's gettin darker, stars can be seem clearly soon... the wind was so strong n coolling sia... so shuang... tok, lie n listen to music there... abt 8 plus to 9, baze went hme le.. so guai, going hme for dinner... dunno when can meet her again.. then a n c came le.. we sat there until ten plus as usual took cab hme... at hme hav to eat dinner again, my mum cooked for me no choice.. damn full man aft eatin..

yesterday morning went sch to actually c bb match de, but in the end cancelled... but the c gal is vs-in the c boys.. went there to play with them lor.. the sun was damn hot, my face was red again... 3 days under the sun, cooked le la... =P nw skin going to tear le.. =( we played until quite exhausted and hot man... yesterday finally finished my deadnote bk 2.. so cool.. it's tired to read but, i like to read haha.. the character i like... dl quite a long of pic of deathnote.. today morning went market wif my mum... then stayed at hme for half a day lor.. so boring.. k act comin to my hse to do hw de, but in the end cancelled.. so surf net lor, saw baze online... her frenz too act coming to her hse, in the end it's cancelled... haha, so faith man.. shwee msg shers to confirm the time with me to meet them at sport hall.. haha, her face was like an apple... not me le this time =p.. we walked to tamp mac to eat, then took bus to paris ris beach.. since baze hav nth to do, n knew i'm going to beach to c stars so i asked her along.. she cycled n mit us there... when reached it's abt 6 plus close to 7 ba... we as usual sat at rock 13... the sky was still bright.. but a while later, it's gettin darker, stars can be seem clearly soon... the wind was so strong n coolling sia... so shuang... tok, lie n listen to music there... abt 8 plus to 9, baze went hme le.. so guai, going hme for dinner... dunno when can meet her again.. then a n c came le.. we sat there until ten plus as usual took cab hme... at hme hav to eat dinner again, my mum cooked for me no choice.. damn full man aft eatin..

tuesday le.. so fast... morning woke up at ard hmm.. 10 plus.. my mum bought breakfast for me.. so stayed at hme until ard 12pm jh came... then k came.. we 3 had meet to go for a ride.. then they two went to cc mac to hav their lunch/breakfast(if i'm not wrong), i went to my dad shop to pass stuff to him then went to vcd shop to return vcd before going to mit them at cc... aft we finished, we 3 cycled to East Coast Park... we had went there for a couple of time le... when reached there, so thirsty as usual we took a break n hav some drink at the hawker centre... they contines our rides to the left side of the park until the end, returned to the hawker centre took a drinks again... (kind of siao man, cycles, tired then drink, repeated abt 2 to 3 times lor.. haha, drank until full sia) then rides to the right side of the park until the end n returned but to the 7-eleven there, to buy drinks again.. so thristy n exhausted again.. we was burned again!! so hot.. my face nw was red again, anqi too bad u can't c it haha =p... then we decided to ride backt o tamp, that's abt 3-4pm le... at tamp we rest again.. so tired man, leg was achin a little, quite suan lor.. hee.. but then that jh crazy wan to cycle the bicycle traits, no choice so we went.. quite tiring man, the ground there was hard to cycle man.. needs abt two the strenght on normal road.. aft that we went off seprarted ways.. so tried n achin but, i went to mit shwee at 813 there.. act wanna play bb with her, but i hav to long bang her to sport hall to take somethings that costs me half life gone le.. haha.. shwee no offence ar, cos i'm really very tired not that u r heavy... then long bang back to 813.. play play for awhile onli abt 7plus i went to mit my mum for dinner... that's how i spend my day today... tc u guyz out there... gerlyn tml ya match must jia you!! =)

later i'm going to ride bicycle with my buddy.. so come here to blog first.. juz nw tri ask me whether i know she's online or not.. i know, the worst thing is she tok to her and nv to me!! at first i try not to tok to her, but in the end i failed.. hai shi go n tok to her first, BUT she NV REPLY!!!! i dunno y, sad Sad SAd SAD!!! she tok to tri but not me!! (tri it's not ya fault).. actually i forget abt it le, dun care abt it.. but tri told me she tok to her, i'm like haiz.. dunno la!! juz sianz.. i tot she nv reply me is becos she's busy.. but... it's ok i'm fine.. dun worried i wun be sad le... =) hope she tc of herself n stay happy always(without me).. u guyz too!!

it's march holiday le... i went to sentosa wif my two buddy, jh n k, n victor ooi... met 9.30 at tamp control, i'm early so waited alone at there for them... we took mrt to harbour front as usual ate there, then took bus to sentosa.... it's really a very very hot day man... at first we reached there the sun was on n off, but ard 2 plus to 3... it's like burning us man, aft tannin, playin (rottin) in the sea, tan for a while more, we went to bath le... then we sat the monorail for abt 1 n a half hour rides man, abt 2 to 3 rounds.. cos think it's the last day liao, they going to take off the monorail soon... so sad, and relucant... jh took pics on the rail n the view outside.. i felt moody in the rail, think abt last time la, and... juz moody n tired... aft sittin the monorail, it's abt 6 plus le.. we took mrt to bugis, acc k to buy her stuff... then we went hme... my face was like an red apple nw sia, back a bit pain, but not as bad as jh haha!! sry bud.. hee... tc, hope to c ya tml.. sry then i'm always so moody n anti-s... i dunno y, juz nth to sae... i try to change k.

it's sunday le.. hav bb training today.... but the whole morning n afternoon, so boring man... sianz, rottin at hme either using com or watch vcd lor... sianz... stayed at hme for the whole day lor.. ard 5 plus then went to 813 for training... trainin is not tough, juz some ball works jiu play matches 3 on 3 le... then 8 plus i went to da bao dinner n went hme... that's all for today..

i juz saw my cousin's blog...
it's so touched abt one sided love...
but it reflects me abt my friendship with my frenz...
we use to be a very close frenz, but it's nw gone...
i wan to try to save back, but it seems impossible...
wonder will she still remember me, will she ever wan to save this friendship..
i dunno, i'm damn relucant to let go at first..
and always think it can be save...
but when times goes by, sms was gettin lesser...
we use to msg everyday, nw not even one a day, or few months...
memories filled me with missed tat we used to go out everytime, so fun n happy...
but nw there's nth i can do
i really hurts me, and i had already let go...
her action, makes me let go, i have gave up le...
no use waitin for her to save this friendship, there will not be result..
maybe it's the age gaps, she willl hav her own world of frenz without me...
it felt a cut in my heart, wounded quite deep...
i believe times will heal it sooner or later..
that's y i felt friendship wun last long...
i wish it wun, really much..
i really dunno...
y friendship always like this, with pri sch frenz, this frenzship, etc...
but nw i really will tresure the frenz i hav...
cos i dunno when it will be gone again...
i will be strong, so dun worry...
if one day i happen to see her, i dunno how to react..
juz act that it nv happen? we nv been close before?
i think this will be my reaction...
cos she dun give a damn abt it... tat's wat i felt, the way so was cold to me...
anyway, i wanna tks her for having played a part in my life, which i wun forget...
take care always...

today i dun need to work... is my off day hee.. (anyway i work once a week only, so lazy rite?)
woke up ard 9 plus today, went to hav my breakfast wif my mum... then abt 11 went 813 to play bb with anqi, cloudy n tri(came ard noon)... she gt tease by ah hua n sunny(they r kind of bad sia, but they meant well for her, hope she will understand).. we played at 813 for a while, then tri went to hav lunch wif her mum, we 3 went to bubble tea shop to rest... then tri came to meet us aft tat... slack there for quite a long time... then decided to go 840 to play bb... we played match at there, played until quite tired but i like it man... so missed the feelin then u r really damn exhausted until the whole body is sweatin like hell... (oOps, i'm kind of siao man =x) aft playin, ard3 plus to 4, anqi n cloudy cam 2 my hse... they helped me to do this blogskin thingy.. tks to u guyz... aft that anqi begun to c search my room, so bad ar! haha jk jk... next time i wanna go the 2 of u de hse.. i dun care =p... evening, we went tm ljs to eat, shop for a while 8 plus, we went hme... kk, stop here liao... tata!

so fast it's my last day of term exam le... wish i hav been waitin for recently.. hee, dun like the exam mood lor... geo paper tml was quite ok... the mood so alright seem the whole mornin, until after recess, which i gt back my EL results... haiz, i failed AGAIN, y always like that... i felt sad, but have to try n control my mood.. aft sch went hme, mitin my buddy 2.30 at sch side gate... when met, it's was abt to rain le, so we went to bubble tea shop, n it started to pour le.... so can't cycle liao, when the rains gt smaller we cycled to my hse.. at my hse played gunbound la, etc.. so boring.. until evenin, karen went off to mit her frenz... then i n jh stayed at my hse, abt 7 plus then left to CS... we 3 had decided to watch movie, act wanna watch robots but jh in the end wanna watch the assult on precint 13.. so watched lor, at 9.30... karen came to mit us ard that time... the show is full of damn "f" words lor... listened until numb le sia... haha, kinda of influence me. =x Oops.. hee... holidays starts le, i wanna play bb...!!!!! hope all of my frenz enjoys their holidays if hav, and tc always stop here... (bloggin for fri 11/3)

finally tml goin to be my last paper for this term assessment... so damn tired n sianz.. so come online to relax for while... mind can't absorb nw... lazy lor, hee!!! so missed the touch of basketball, haven't been playn for abt 2 week? ya ard 2 weeks... 2 weeks leh!!! haiz... shwee, i wan to play bb!! gt to play it real soon... ya! holiday is coming soon, juz next week... finally can take a break le... gerlyn, ya match on wed must jia you!! support u all the way, dun be scare juz try ya best... buddy, holiday must go out and play until siao ar.... anqi u all, i wun missed to write abt u all de.. haha, gt miss me?? quite long nv mit le hor... if wanna meet during holiday msg me... go watch movie also can, which i like to!! kk stop here.. u guyz take care n hope frenzship can alway remain...

it's saturday le, so fast.. i wanna said my COM IS OK le!!! finally sia.. haha.. happy... haiz, this week abit stressed up, as my term exam is net week.. a lot of things needs to learn... hav to buck up le.. startin of the week, i hav been not myself ba, always moody de... i dunno y, my frenz said that i looked damn stressed up... hav to stay calm n relax... haha, i'm fine nw.. hav to study le.. i'm still here relax and bloggin, quite long nv blog le ma.. kk stop here.. sry that it's rather short.. tc frenz..

so fast it's monday le, my com is still siao one!!! nvm, hope it will be cured soon =) today my bag is damn heavy lor, hand also full of books.. monday is always like this de... k nv com to sch today, hope she will be ok soon, shwee also ar... in sch nth much lor, as usual as wat i hav always said... hav quite a lot of hw, but not passin up by tml, so can mai mai do!! aft sch i jiu went hme le, saw former junyuan student comin back to sch to take their o level result... ( think that scared sia, next yr will be my turn liao )... said it's still far, but it's not actually... fast flies.... at hme, do hw, listen to perfect 10... very fast it's 7 plus le... kk, stop here... still can't c my blog pic sia... nvm.. next time then ask someone to help me.. =p bye.