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wed 28 june
Wednesday, June 28, 2006 @ 10:55 PM

life was quite boring.
i dunno y.

everyday hav to worry abt wat to do for my assignment.
which i dun hav any idea.
think quite unless sometimes.
but i will try my best de!!!

NV GIVE UP!!!

tml sch was boring la, tot gt wat presentation. hai wo yesterday so stress up over it.
aft our lecturer tok to us abt portfolio la... then ard 1 went to heavy workshop to attend lesson on how to use the machines in the workshop.
so TIRinG!! listen for 2 n a half hours. ZZzzzz...

aft tat, went sch canteen to makan n went bookshop n to sch library.
reached hme at 6 plus, went our to makan with mum n ah e.
went hme n watch tv!!!

quite lazy to do.
i hav to relax, if not too stress!

ya, tml hav basketball.. can relax haha.

nw is 28 june, 11pm

tues 27june
Tuesday, June 27, 2006 @ 10:32 PM

SCH OPEN LEEEeeee...................

mornin went to makan with my mum.
then went hme bath n when to sch to meet my poly frenz.
we hav lesson at 12.
3d art fun...
juz like a lot of task hav to do lor. argh, dun like the feelin...
no choice.
but it can be very fun ba...

must jia you!!! hmmm...

aft lesson, went to meet zhu, my bb frenz, she end lesson early n was alone ma.
in the end we nth to do, so went to my hse lor. ha, she read comic until slp. =.=

then ard 5 plus, we walked to sch for our bb trainin...
tat's my day!! i hav to go do my task for tml le...
mind blank!!!

26 june
@ 12:25 AM






oops.. nw is 27 june 12.25am

today, normal but quite boring. woke up at eleven, ate my breakfast, then bath n acc my parent to ah gong's hse.
hmmm... act was to go sentosa today, but too few ppl going. so ya quite boring, decided to cancel off. sorry. AND the SUN was OUT TODAY ARGH!!! everytime this kind of things will happen de. =(

rot at ah gong's hse, feelin quite sianz. chester still as talkative n noisy as usual.
so lazy to do hw la. ha..
then decided to called shua. hmmm tok for a while. my dad n bro went off.
at ard 3, i n mum decided to take bus back to tamp.
so we went inter for lunch n walked ard there.
went NTUC, den my bro called.
n dad came to fetch us hme.

at hme, use my com, transfer songs to n fro. ha.
ard 7 plus, went frank's hse to meet jh.
then acc him to buy psp games n thus to k's hse.
her mum cooked instant mee siam.

eat, watch tv n chat.

ard 10 plus . we walked to library where k hav to return her bks. then jh took cab hme. n my dad came to fetch us hme.
tok to k quite a bit while waitin for my dad.
SO long nv c her liao!



here's my BUDDY!!! cjh.
another buddy... karen!tat's me of cos.. ha.. i look fat REALLY!! am i fat? lolz.. *i like to ask this qns!!!*REUNION of the buddies..

25 june
Monday, June 26, 2006 @ 2:10 AM








ok...
dun felt like slpin so blog for 25 june..

nw is 26 jun, 2.09am.

on 25 june..
woke up at 9 plus..
the weather wa sso coolin la, but gt to acc my mum go market =(
aft tat went hme, helped her to slice potato.
then gt ready n took things to my auntie's hse.
activate something there..
I FOUND 3 M1 frenz le.. haha..

aft, seem tat my hp like gt a bit of problem, so called M1 n decided to go to the nokia shop at CS.
i went hme, to take my stuff then mit auntie at bus stop n went to inter together.
meet pearl at inter, then my auntie went off.
so pearl acc me to the nokia shop.
took the Q no., and we went to walk.
returned, the no. was still far, so decided to forget abt it.

rushed to whitesand for the ROADshoW's of MC records newbies.
but shua n cousin was late!
so they sang, played games.
pearl was crazy over shiyu la, keeps walkin to the area where she can c him clearly *i wonder is her eyes keep fixin on shiyu? scary haha*

aft tat, there's autograph session, gt to hav their signture this time.
took pics with them too!

all so friendly.
de ming n shi yu seems to remember me n pearl la, waved to us when they first saw us. like erm.. FRIEND ha... ok watever.

here's the pics of me with them!

there's the six of them... ha.. lihong, shi..., tony,diya,de ming n shiyu..

i look FAT la... argh...


tat's them showin their talents.. at whitesand...

aft tat, i n pearl rushed to CS to c jj. gt to c him from far for a while onli, he is quite gd-lookin..

too bad quite stay for his signture. hav to rush for work.

ok finally i finished bloggin!!!

2.30am

24 june
@ 1:37 AM

argh!!!
i juz nw blog for so long!!
in the end, i dunno clicked wat, all was gone!!! =(

nvm...
juz blog for short nw... haiz..

nw is like 1.35am of 26 june le...
holiday ended, sch started...
but i tml dun hav sch! ha...

on 24 june,
went to MI act for trainin..
in the end onli abt 5 boys n 3 gals turned up.
so juz called coach dun need to come le. we played 4 on 4.
shoot shoot for a while, tok crap.
then went paya lebar to makan.

then i n san went to tamp to mit my aunt n shwee.
we were early, so went shoppin. n san was happily shoppin for her short n shirts la, in the end at the cashier, so found out she forgot to bring her NETs. haha.. in the end hav to help her pay first.
funny.
aft tat, i went to M1 shop, to apply for new hp.
haven't really choose wat hp i wan, then san told me abt n6280 havin promotion, so ya. not bad, then i decided on it lor.
in the end i found out tat, i hav to hav my ic..
as the Q was so long. my aunt told me to go hme n take while she Q for me. so gd rite?
so i rushed hme, while san n shwee went for a walk.
aft i settled my hp stuff, i went to find them. n my aunt went hme.

san n shwee was q-ing for the signture of singapore idol, in the end. they couldn't get.. LOL...
so we rushed to toa payoh to take our medal.
we (included gina) joins teengames 2006 bb 3 on 3.
we gt plate champ.
ALL TKS TO MY TEaMMATES, the 3 of them.
cos i nv went for the second day due to trainin.
and they won all the matches tat day! COOLZ.

aft takin our trophy, we hav free buffect n then concert.



tat lady in white is our team manager. she's very friendly n took care of us throughout the match.



the place for the "concert"...

san was crazy over a thai little boy. ha, he can jiggle soccer ball very well la..

aft tat, we went off first..

to choa chu kang to meet GINA.. she was havin street soccer game there n her tema gt into final, ha... she kept sayin she's so happy lor..

happy for her!!!

aft tat we went hme...

later will blog on 25 of june... quite tired le... 2.04am..

fri 23 june
Friday, June 23, 2006 @ 10:37 PM

23 june... 10.34pm

today woke up at eleven.
so get myself prepared, bath n stuff then went inter to meet MY BUDDY, chiam.
went to buy tic for movie "juz my luck" at tamp gv. liyu was servin me at the ticket booth ha.

then went walk ard, makan.
suddenly i realised i haven't register for my CDS *sch stuff*. so rushed to library.
to my dismay, i can't choose dunno y. so went back to tm, to watch movie.

The show was alright la, nth much.
aft tat, acc that jh to buy his LONG wanted PSP.. hav been sayin for months for it la.. haha.
this was our main motive to go out today.

so ya, walked here n there to 2 shops to c the pricing..
finally bought le...
quite envy him la.. 400 plus sia..
how i wish i can hav one of it sia. =( *fat hope*

then i went school for trainin.
today onli 7 ppl turned up. =(...
did nth much... juz shootin n a bit of one to one.
then it starts to pour.
my shootin quite weird la, keeps crossin... must try to change it.. =)

so went to the sport complex and sat.
saw the rugby gal playin, coach tot of askin us to play with him. so tat we can be tougher. lolz.
so tot of playin, but it rains more heavily n they stoped playin le.
haiz, wasted. it will be fun i think ha.

so we juz end of day le. and it's like 8 onli.
left 4 of us
so coach bought us to 802 coffee shop to eat n drove us hme.
he's so gd lor... haha

22 june
Thursday, June 22, 2006 @ 11:10 PM

22 june 2006
11.09pm

tml woke up at 9 plus, acc my mum for breakfast.
then went hme, do some sketchin.

then online, 1 plus meet shua. then went to inter at meet jh.
act i wanna buy slipper, but dun hav the kind i like.
so dun bother to shop much for it.

then took bus to 400 plus, to cut hair. however, the place where i used to cut was busy.
so we walked ard to c whether gt any nice salon/ hair cut place la.
found one of it, quite professional.
n walked in. * at first we r idle abt it*
quite ex.. 22 bucks.
first was jh, then my turn then shua.
hmmm..
quite skillful..
but i dun like my hair is because it's too boylish.
i'm tryin hard to be more gal, but it's like come back to a square =(
hmmm... nvm.. short hair is like tat it will grow..
ha, aft cuttin hair i will alway unhappy abt it de.
although jh n shua said it's nice.
too BOY le!!!

aft tat, i rushed for trainin, ha.. juz on time =p
hmmm know a new player... from yuhua de..
first time saw her was durin youth cup tis yr.. felt she quite yaya!!
today gt to know her... ermm.. hmm.. she is alright la.
lolz...
trainin, do a lot of drills today. played 3 on 3 la...
do DOUBLE SUICide... tired sia.
then at last was 5 on 5.. i
felt blur n lost =(

quite sad abt it.
haiz.
i dunno y. so luan in the sense tat i'm like ...
quite sianz.
i will try to improve on court n be more patient*spell* de.
sry to myself. i'm blur, this is not the thing i wanna play.
i will learn rite?

ok i'm tokin to myself.
fine. SAD sAD saD Sad saD saD!!! ARGH!!!!! who can help me? who can i turn to?

aft trainin, went makan with suat kim, kelly n the new player, yun something =X
went to east link mall.
tok there. blah blah..
ard 10 plus went hme.

oh ya, the 3 on 3 thingy, i nv went today cos of trainin.
BUT gina,shwee n san went and they won ALL the 3 MATCHES... CONGRATULATION!!
happy for them.
sigh, i'm not there.
maybe is because i'm not there ba.
well done "omega" =)

reflect for the day,
sad! lost.

hope tml will be a better day.

IT WILL BE!!!

21 june
Wednesday, June 21, 2006 @ 5:43 PM

21june, 5.40pm

i'm back...
yesterday went for the exhibition, i'm the only freshsmen la to go there. so PEI SAY! and lonely.
likely i found a familiar gal, she's from my sec. sch, but nv tok to her before. so tok to her, so tat i will not be alone. ha.
quite borin sia, i dun wan to go this type of exhibition le!!! gt cheated =x haha...
but the thing there quite coolz. the video thingy, audio la, some animation displays. no bad.

left at ard 5, i rushed to outram to meet sandra n advanced to jurong point.
met veron,sy,sk,ql,gina n shwee there.
we da bao food n take bus to NTU.
we havin some 3 on 3 games.
my team was called omega, members- gina,shwee,san n me.
one first match very sux! gt trash 14-2 lor.
4-1-4*game played*
quite hard to play out.
for the second match, hmmm... we put up a gd fight ba although it's draw.
we were put under 24 not under 18 lor. argh, v la, register us wrongly. =(
aft 3 on 3, we played 4 on 4 there until the lightwas out. i gt elbow, ball hit right onto my face n placed with a bruise bum.
ok not so violent la. it's ya, hurts... haha. but quite fun ba.

aft tat, we took cab to where gina alighted us at jp.
then we took train to tamp, as we wanted to eat prata. ha.
reached tamp was ard 12. we walked to prata shop, the walk was damn long. abt 45 mins ba.
sang n walked.
then we ate full course meal each la. and it's like1 am in the morning le.
i ate mee goreng,shwee - nasi lemak, san-nasi brani.
so full.
walked to 829 c soccer but no so nice, so walked shwee hme. n then to my hse.
san stayed over.
she dun like me slp la zzZzzzzZzz. so we do some sketchin la, showed her my childhood photo, hmmm... tok lor until 4 plus - 5 in the morning la...

this mornin hav trainin, but we can't wake up. so nv go. slept until 12. she slept until 1 plus la. PIG sia, can't wake her up lor haha.
then meet shwee for lunch, rented dvd "like mike2" to my hse to watch.
and here i am nw..
quite boring hav nth to do.

haha, a day with sandra!
Tuesday, June 20, 2006 @ 1:00 PM

nw, 12.59pm
20 june

FIRSTly, i wanna wish one of my tp frenz from my scandalous clan, MEILIN HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

ok
nw blog abt yesterday, it was so nice to sleep in the morning BUT i hav to wake up to meet shwee n sandra for BB...
aft i reached shwee's void deck, she said she will be late asked me to go first.
so i went to take 27 to compass point to meet sandra, she was late also.
waited.

then she treated me 3 in 1! haha..
advanced to skcc to play bb...
a bunch of guy. dun like. lolz. then played 4 on 4..
played for a while onli.
keeps callin shwee she nv answer.
argh.
then noon, juz slack there.
ard 1 we left skcc. shwee nv come.

when cp to walk, then decided to go hougang mall to makan.
sandra, no voice dun sing HIGH peak la... lolz.. keeps singin, funny..
then walked ard hougang, bought a RED shirt. well, my second red shirt onli. haha

then we went into the arcade, i think we struck there the longest.
played DDR, she so pro.. *can't imagine her, last time =x* lolz.
NBA la, i'm so noob at it! but quite fun, she won me =(
then we played HOUSE OF THE DEAD 3, fun! but hand very achin lor..
must play often can train arms muscles.. haha.

aft tat, went to buy sweet talk. and she acc me to take bus to tamp inter.
sang in the bus again, HA!

i went hme, bath n went to work.

durin workin, close to closin time, a drunk guy came to order chicken chop. he dun really know wat he ordered also la, but i n derick quite scared of him la! gt tatoo somemore.
cos i n derick worked onli, my dad was not ard.
when derick served him, he NV PAY la... dunno how to ask him for bill, he juz said dunno sign wat shit.
in the end nv pay!! @#&#%@$@$@#
then my parent came, my dad said, nvm la.. dun wanna make the matter big, later ended up fightin.
so juz gave him lor.

went hme, aft bath online.
in msn chattin with many ppl...
tok on the phone with san,shwee n gina abt today's 3 on 3 thingy.

tok until 2plus, i cannot tahan.. and i went offline first. haa

tat's all...

juz nw, wake up at 10 plus.
then went to sch to meet meilin, mic n huizhen.
we went sch was to take back our project.
then ate brunch there.
went to studio to find wei xiang, jolly, syafiq..
they r doing their pro.. aft a while then we left.
i went hme, act wanna go help my mum, as my dad went for relative's funeral. and he was back, i dun need to go le.

later going to expo for some exhibition, then went to ntu, for 3 on 3 thingy...
gtg bye!

Monday, June 19, 2006 @ 1:16 AM



the new song they sang! do support! haha...


one of them... *pearllene's fav*

i prefer him among the six of them .. haha.. shua's teacher...

Li wei song... one of the MC's boss.

campus superstar.. adriano*spell*

superstar... i forgot his name =x.. but he's very tall!!!

1.21am
19june..

haha... i'm happy to take pics today!!
Sunday, June 18, 2006 @ 11:28 PM

hee...
today, ard 1 plus went to inter to meet pearl n ah tong n two of her sis.
i'm first to arrive.

then we headed to tanjong pagah*spell*, actually we were supposed to met shwee at there. aft abt 15-20 mins of waitin, she called n said will be late. so we went to DBS buildin first.
we r going to c shua's n her cousin's performances. It's a celebration of MUSIC CLINIC'S 3rd anniversary.

aft shwee came, we went in. And thus, starts of the performances. there were performance from campus superstar, the student from MC n teacher from MC.
there's also competition from the student in MC, there's abt 6 grps... the cousins was one of them, however they were the last grp to perform, before their's some were quite funny, some were boring. ALL i can said, "the cousins" were the best one, NOT because they were my frenz, IT"S TRUE. Esp when shua was performing, HAHA so hilarious... laugh until stomach pain/ tears flowin... haha ok..
i like their dance at the first part. COOLZ...
GD work sia...
no wonder u always so busy. *to shua*
finally gt to c what u r busy trainin for le.. haha

for the contest, shua's team gt FIRST... ha, as usual! congras!...
hard work do led to success...

aft the performances, there refreshment, where i took quite a lot of pics with celebrity... lolz... =)

oh ya, where's a new group of freshsmen who records their new song.. juz one song. there are mostly student fromMC i think. *they sang during the celebration*
song title: "wo men de tian kong" the song is not bad! do listen if u hav chance. i dunnno how to pose it. too bad.
hmmm... next sun 25/6 they havin roadshow at white sand, if u are happen to be nearby do go n look ard! *ha, kind of adverising sia =x*
new freshsmen needS SUPPORT!
do go if u can.

i hav problem upload the pics one.
will upload other time!

11.53pm
18 june...

HAPPY FATHER's DAy for the last few mins....

sat cum sun!
@ 12:30 PM

18 june 12.28pm

yesterday, sat... hmmm is quite a boring day la...
simply slacked at hme ba...
watch tv, online watch youtube "she's the man", ha... quite funny.. it's a nice show!

then went to repair my bike's tyre..*cos dad keeps callin me to do it*

aft tat, went for work!

aft work, went hme to bath...
it's like ard midnight le... so i asked dad to bring us*me n mum* go 85 market for supper.
it's my treat, since it's FATHER DAY!
ate BBQ stingray, osyter egg n meat noodles.

i wanna watch soccer, but the TV there too small... =(

WORLD CUP! ha...

alright...
today woke up at 11 i think..
act is earlier, but lazy..

later going to meet ah tong n her 2 sis, pearllene n shwee to go n watch shua's performances...

yup
tat's all!!!

i wanna to change hp!!!

left one more weeks of holiday!
kind of misses sch.. holiday for too long also very sianz.. =x

fri 16 june
Friday, June 16, 2006 @ 10:49 PM

16 june...
10.46pm

i'm hme...
simply hav nth to do. so readin newspaper.
actually i'm lazy to blog, but still i blogged. ha.

today woke up at eleven, then got myself ready n met jh noon at MRT station.
planned to watch movie..
i wanna watch "she's the man", to my dismay, DON'T HAVE LE, how sad...
so we watched SLIENT HILL which chiam wan to watch.

aft buyin our tickets at GV, we headed for pastamania for brunch.
then walked a while n went into the cinema.
ha, durin the movie, he was so scared la... grabbed my jacket until so tight, made me scared also.
but actually not so scary de lor.
in fact i like. ha abt creatures, quite bloody la, etc... GRUESOME.
but i dun like the endin...

wanted to buy SB today, but can't find my size... so juz bought the CARS stickers... haha...

aft movie, contacted my dad n he happened to me near by, so acc him to c hp...
n jh left first.
ard 5 plus, due to my CCA, my dad drove me to sch.
i hav bb trainin today.

hmm... not as lost as last time, think better a little..
but still hav lots of mistakes...
nvm
tina, u must jiayou!!!
i wan to improve!

quite long like nv c sandra, gina, shwee they all le...
as well as a lot of ppl...

do sms me if think of me k? haha...
tc guyz...
keeps in contact!

thurs 15 june
Thursday, June 15, 2006 @ 10:28 PM

today morning went out with my mum for breakfast.
felt so sleepy ha.

then went hme, online.
then jh called me, asked me to acc him to POSB.
since my hse area here hav, so asked him to come my hse here de lor.. haha.
then went with him, go makan AGAIN *die gettin fat again*

aft tat, we went to BIG book shop. i bought CARS STICKER BK... ha sounds crazy, n like a kids rite? lolz.. i juz like la.. it's so cute!
my cousin, feli, like it too~

then went to my hse.
i simply drawin lines la. *sounds crazy*
then jh played my com. until 4 plus..

went inter to pass justin comic, at the same time acc my buddy go inter lor.
met celin n phylis there. so gd, can acc me go sch le. ha.

today trainin nth much. learnin in proceed! i wan to improve!!! =)

half scandalous gathering
@ 12:00 AM

11.57pm
14 june...

hmmm...
first thing..
i wanna wish PEARLLENE.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY. u r not forgotten..
sry can't hav dinner with u today. hope u hav enjoy today.

woke up at ten plus today.
ate my breakfast which my mum bought for me.
then bath n went out to mit huizhen at bedok mrt.
meet at 11, however both of us were late. lolz. but i reached first =p

then sat train till redhill to mit MIC..
and thus headed to jurong east.
today onli half the scandalous clan mit up..
only 3 of us lor!
we planned to go for ice-skating!

WA... so many ppl lor. then hz went ljs to makan first. aft tat, went back.
since our objective today was ice-skatin. so we just went in.
for 2 hours.
all i can say was CROWDED. y dun open another skatin rin, one is not enough. =x haha...
as huizhen was the first time skatin, so hold on to her.
not bad.... but my ankle hurts a little aft a long while i think.

aft tat, we went to jurong point*boonlay*
went there de MOS...
mit yi jie there.
tok crap n stuff la...
until 6 plus..
i took mrt to SBC to c MI's match.

then hav dinner with felix, aaron n justin at the hawker centre there.
then hme sweet hme.

i simply ate a lot sia.
although is 3 meals...
but..

ha i feel fat..
hav to exercise le!!! lolz

thurs
Tuesday, June 13, 2006 @ 10:46 PM

so fast... it's like comin to the end of my third week holiday liao...
hmmm...
today i mit jh, but k was not free. so didn't come..
went to eat hans then watched x-men 3...
not very nice ba..

then went ard with him to ask price abt psp...
he la, dunno wan to buy or not.. headaches... haha...

aft tat, i went sch for trainin.. today train indoor..
gtg...
go watch soccer... hee bye~
10.50pm 13 june

12 june
Monday, June 12, 2006 @ 10:51 PM

12june.. 10.53pm

woke up at 11 plus today..
my parent off today.. they going to c some fortune thingy, so i nv go with them.
in the end, i decided to meet my cousin, feli, at PS.. n then asked justin to go there meet us.

act i wan to watch "she's the man".. but no time slots le..
so we watched "cars" in the end..
i can say it's NICE... ha i like cartoon, LIKE ANIMATION MOVIES... haha
it's quite touch n funny... LOL...

aft movie, justin went for his match... *sry tat i can go =(*
i n feli went hme.
i went out to makan with my family.
went to geylang tat "no signboard seafood"...
the crab was damn big la... ha..
eat until damn full...
=D

tat's my day...

last match of youth cup...
@ 1:04 AM

12 june... 1.03am...
bloggin for 11 june ba..

hmm.. woke up at 1 plus today...
so long nv slp until so late liao, wake up a bit headache. ha.
yesterday watched dvd "hostage" until ard3 plus with my dad.

then slack at hme do nth..
chat with loverboy n watch animates lor..
until 5 plus went to bath n meet shwee to go bhcc..

today is our last match le.
last match in youth cup...
i can't play until more.. old liao...

however, we played much better than before... can said is the best one tat we played durin this youth cup... although we lost.
=)
but my shootin today very off, free dun wan to shoot. hmmm..
hurt my hand today..
nw swollen a little n blue black...

hmmm... hope we still can play n train bb together.
tks for being part of my teammates =D

sianz.
Sunday, June 11, 2006 @ 12:32 AM

11june... 12.31am

my day was normal, nth unusual happen

workin were busy today! tiring!

no one msg me or anything. felt quite left out by frenz dunno y.

thinkin abt my frenz- my buddies- k n jh...
since my holiday starts i nv really met them... =(
dunno when then hav the chance. all busy with our own stuff esp me n k ba...
sry jh.. i really wan to meet up de. juz no suitable time? maybe.. perhaps.

as for basketball.. this is my last yr playin for youth cup le.
hmm.. can say my team played until pretty bad lor...
the most sad thing is tat, we dun hav the bond tat we hav like last time.
esp to shwee...
i missed the time we always played at 813, with the passion in bb together...
n nw, we r not as close... i dunno y.
i know feelin in frenzship will change de.
maybe u found yr own grp of frenz tat u r happier with.
hmm..
maybe through separate to play bb, we can learn more things? yar hor.

juz wanna said i missed tat time la.
let's jia you for basketball.

next yr youth cup u must played well ok? must be happy in yr team.

and aft this youth cup, i dunno whether we still can train together at MI as before or not.
will u all remain?
or leave?
or busy with sch work?

i dunno...

juz wanna said i wun forget u guyz... must contact often k?
we can meet out to play bb!
bb is the thing/the "game tat brought us together n know each other rite?

ok i'm sayin too much!

a sentence
Saturday, June 10, 2006 @ 5:27 PM

the previous photo thing is abt my life in TP design for BLock one...
ENjoy!!!

my CREATION!!!
@ 5:25 PM

here to blog.
@ 4:47 PM

10 june 4.44pm
wat a time.. haha...

i hme, back from trainin.
trainin today was mostly shootin n physical ba. then went toa makan n i went hme.
later hav work. quite bored dunno y. n sianz.

tml will be our(my) last match in youth cup. quite sad =(...
will wan to do my best!!!

yesterday found out some interestin as i'm surfin friendster.
i shall create mine n post later...
hmmm oh ya, went to mit deborah they all...
there's onli six of us, wendy n meizhi nv go.
we went to eat sizzler*spell*...
ALL i can say is DAMN ex.. felt damn broke aft tat =(*cries*
but very filling...

aft eatin, was ard 9 plus. we walked to the fountain of weath n then to esplanade... saw keli.. felt a bit weird...
ya then went hme at 10 plus, they went to play pool...

hmmmm... back to nw.
i sometimes felt so free, sometimes so busy.
how's my poly life? when start i will be busy lor...
packed with projects n BB!
i juz like basketball la... NO REASON! keep fit? lolz...

sometimes felt tat i dun hav VERY close frenz. dunno y...
haiz...

hmm...
but i like all my frenz!
without frenz, life = NO LIFE.. right?

going to creat somethings liao... i will pose late if can...
abt my tp life... in block one!

going work later...

afternoon blog.
Friday, June 09, 2006 @ 4:26 PM

nw is 9 june
4.24pm..

yesterday i gt problem to blog.
so nw then blog lor...

for yesterday, didn't really hav a fun day.
juz simply past lor.
act wanna meet shua n shwee but shua not free, too rush.
so i went to meet loverboy since he gt nth to do also like me.

both loverboy n gal failed their... i shall not said.
dun be said.. u 2 can pass next time de! jia you... =)

went makan with loverboy... then walked ard, tot of buyin present for my frenz, but i dunno wat to buy.. so i nv buy. walked ard simply nth to do.
so i decided to watch movie..
tot of CARS at first. but then.. i like promise sandra to watch so we nv watch*but san said like not nice, argh!* so we decided on THE OMEN.

hmmm... well.. the movie is not as scary as i tot... quite boring to me la...

aft tat, went hme.. then to work...

today woke up at 9 plus... went mum mum with my mummy.
then at hme pack my room.
then mit shua n shwee for lunch
i juz drink BBT.. then rent dvd hme to watch
i watched SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS tat movie haha... cute lolz...

later going to meet deborah n gang..
juz wan to go n meet them, quite long nv c them liao.
although not close, but at least gt to contact ba.
think is cele meizhi n jamie's bd...

hmmm... think will be weird later..
meet frenz tat r not close. haha.
but at least i know them before. lolz...

7 june
Thursday, June 08, 2006 @ 12:03 AM

7 june...
11.59pm..

i always blog ard this time de... guess i'm only at hme n free durin this time ba...

yah, today went out with my poly clique... the SCANDALOUS... haha, weird name rite? i dunno really know abt the name at first.. haha.. but there's story behind.

hmmm... meet them at orchard at 12. i meet hui zhen at bedok first but i was late, sry.
then went to meet yi jie n mic, meilin was the latest to come.
so we went to taka to makan seoul garden. ate from one plus to ard 4 ba...
then went to walk ard...

soon, justin came to meet me, as he was alone... sry to ps u for a few hours...
then loiter with my clique...
they r lame as usual.. haha... *my poly peeps, dun anyhow think*
aft tat, went to sbc with justin to c his tournament. saw deborah n gang there.

hmmm.. MI lost..
erm.. quite disappointed a bit with him la..
i know tat when in the court or outside the court is very diff.
but he gave up at the end to cool down, i'm quite sad abt tat.
i'm sure he will change n be a better player next time..
jia you...
i also will jia you de!!

6 june...
Tuesday, June 06, 2006 @ 11:59 PM

woo... devil's day today...
06/06/06
11.53pm

but, to me it's nth special.
mornin woke up, saw celine's msg askin where to c sinseh.
then dilly dally, dunno wan to go or not. scared pain, swollen more... funny.. haha
finally 11 plus, she decided to go.
but my doc there break at noon, so too late liao.

luckily she contacted our tp coach, he recommended a place, which take break at one. so we went there. i took cab to her hse to fetch her lor.. raining so heavily.
our coach waited for us there.
wat a free man sia, he happened to be nearby, so met us there.
aft tat, brought us to TM for lunch.

all i can say is tat, he's a MODERN UNCLE lor =x haha...
weird, diff from others tat kind of person. haah, funny...
listen to modern song too, shoppin la... like wat teens were doing, knows all the trends blah blah.
coolz sia.. how i wish my dad is like him =x... juz a comment haha

aft tat, he sent celine to school.. then me so free, nth to do.
he asked me to go c anglican friendly match.
so i went lor..
BUT he nv tell me is boy's match, i tot is gal at first.
*kana cheated* haha...
nvm... juz sit n watch lor...
BUT I SAT THERE ALONE FOR 3 hours!!!!!!!!
worst still is tat i dunno anyone there lor, exp coach...
pathetic, y i go there sia? lolz...

aft tat, he sent me hme...
n then i went to work...
quite busy at the end...
yup...
gtg...

bloggin for 5 june
@ 1:13 AM

nw is 6 june... 1.12am le

juz came back hme for like half an hour ago? ya think so.

bloggin for 5 june.
woke up at 9 plus in the morning, went to hav breakfast with mum.
then went hme helped her to slice the potato.

used com, then planned wat to do. before going for tournament in evening.
so decided at 12 plus..
which was to! meet justin at Tamp n watched a movie. act meetin shwee, but she prefer to play pool, in the end nv play liao..
we watched the benchwarmers, quite funny la, and sort of disgustin.. haha...

until 4 plus, we went to downtown to find our lovergal, sandra. she ended work at five. so went there to mit her lor..
ate at mac, then we took bus to BHCC...
along the way, the expressway was damn JAM lor...
delayed our time, we were late lor..
so instead of changin bus, we took cab to bhcc...

reached there, rushed to toilet. then went to warm up with the rest.
and the starts of the game.

haiz!
i can't say much but onli can sigh.
very, vERy disappointed.
we lost AGAIN.

we were like totally out of concentration. dunno wat everyone was doing. ESP ME!
today, all my lap-up, shootin, passin all SUX.
act this match, i think we can win, but i dunno y.. we juz nv.

is it because i'm the controller?
a lousy controller then i can't make the team win?
we lost for all the match we hav played so far.
starts to numb, but i dun wish to.

sry it's self can't make any change. and i dunno i must said to who..
maybe to my teammates.?

i always say i will give my best, want to improve.
but i think i nv did.

most of the things, i heard from others is negative.
who we like to hear negative things of u? i feel sad. but i hav to change.

am i nervous in this match?
i dun think so, juz tat i felt weird...
dunno how to carry on.
i tried not to give up.
cos i wanna play well, but it always failed.

who can tell me wat to do?

this doesn't mean i will give up, i'm juz lost.
i will be back soon, i guess...
hav to rest..

aft tournament, coach came tok to me.. at tat point of time, i'm really felt tat i'm a LOUSY controller, a FAILURE.. tat's y i cried. i can't control liao.
aft a while i'm alright le.
mean while, my teammates was celebratin susan's bd.
then took photos, played some "games" by using the cream of the cake.

then a while later, abt 7 of us went chomp chomp to makan.
gt me, san, justin,shwee, celine, yan ping n stacy.
ordered diff kind of food n eat.
the last order is mostly beancurd! diff favour.
we bought 6 type lor, in the end can't finish, we played no. guessin to finish it, so bloated. i gt it once.

tks yp for treatin me.

guess i will be alright soon.

1.38am

wat a day... haha.
Monday, June 05, 2006 @ 12:01 AM

4 june.. 11.45pm
hmmm woke up at eleven plus!!
finally gt to woke up late liao. for the past few days, i hav to wake up early lor.

mum bought breakfast for me le. so gd~
ate an hme n watch kid's central. so long nv sit at hme n watch tv liao, esp cartoon! haha.

aft tat, ard 1 went to shwee's hse tat bus stop to meet shwee, san n justin.
the weather was hot n humid sia. sweatin while waitin for them.
aft they came, we walked to 840 bb court.
hav no bb*san forgot to bring*
so no choice but to walk to my place n take a basketball.
n walked back to 840 again.

we r juz wastin time lor, chat n shoot there. do nth much.. at ard 3 plus, there's more n more ppl le. so we went off, to A1 for BBT.

4 plus, went to my hse.. san bath first n then me.
aft we r done, ard 5 plus. we left.
shwee went hme before going to work.
we 3 went to SBC, as justin hav match today.

justin nw is our(me n san's) LOVERBOY haah...
n sc is our lovergal!*y am i involved? =x* haha

before going to c justin's match. me n san went to meet sc for some dessert.
then proceed to watch the match. sc hav to work.

hmmm... they lost. haiz, quite sad. the team is no well organised. haiz. n poor justin hav blister on his legs.
nth much to say.

aft tat, continued to watch the other match. both team were fast.
but i dunno y, still can c until very tired.
aft tat, went to eat with sc, san, justin n few of MI's guys.

then hme sweet hme.
san n loverboy acc me to tamp, so gd! haha
nitez.
12.13am.. 5 june

3 june
Sunday, June 04, 2006 @ 12:42 AM

nw is 4 june 12.45am..

bloggin for 3 jun..

morning gt trainin, so hav to drag myself to MI for it.. as it was early, very tired!
and is like we onli hav 6 ppl who turn up lor. haiz.. shwee was late.
then coach tot us the tactic to defend, everyone gt scolded by him.
but can't blame him la, i can sense the urgency in him.

aft trainin, went toa to makan. gt me, gina, shwee, san and stacy...
ard 2 plus went hme...
slack.. cut n paste the malaysia photo in my photo album. *missed tat time*

then 5 plus took bus, mrt to aljunied to meet shwee n san.
then went to SBC.

we havin another tournament today. against KQ

we lost by 8 pts i think. 42- 36..
quite sad. i felt tat i hav tried hard.. hmmm... maybe we really need the bondin ba.
no bondin, all played until like very off.. individually.

so no one can be blame...

mon, there's another one..
and again, i WUN GIVE UP BUT TO DO MY BEST!!!!
jia you...

for those wun injuired themsleves in my team.. better tc!

i'm so full... juz ate some porridge. =x
nitez...

1.04am

2 june
Friday, June 02, 2006 @ 11:36 PM

fri..
2 of june...

it's seems tat when i hav holidays, i can blog daily rite?
haha...

tml hav another tournament again. must jia you

hmm...
today, woke up by san's morning call. 8 sia, tried... so early.. but no choice.
then walked over to shwee's hse to mit her, as usual she was late.
aft tat, we went to take 27 to CP to mit sandra lor.
she was late too.

we 2 ate our breakfast while waiting for her.. then we advanced to skcc to play.
nth much actually. quite tired. yesterday quite enthu, today a bit sianz.
i still haven't pratice sia. argh.. hard.. but i must do it!

at ard 12 plus, aft shwee's frenz came. we went to cp for lunch..
aft tat, i acc san to her hse then to paris ris since i got nth to do.
bought comic n whitesand, BROKE LIAO...

then went hme.. read the comic n slp..
woke up at 5 plus n went to work!

tat's all..
tml mornin trainin!!
11.42pm 2 june 06

1 june 06
Thursday, June 01, 2006 @ 11:15 PM

OH it's junE!!!

so fast it's half of the yr le....

today gt up at 9plus... gt called by my mum... sometimes felt guilty tat i nv pei her, so no choice.
aft tat, slack at hme la... chat online, cut n paste some photo thingy...
msg san lor.. decided to meet her first...
meet her at ard 1 at my dad's shop, waited for shwee.
then she ate there, n we hav some light bites...
it's was pouring at tat time!! so heavy.

aft tat, my dad long bang us to downtown east. shwee going tat to appeal a job in WWW...
so gd can work there, can get tan, can earn money.. n sand said until very fun like tat.
=( i can't work... cos not out-going la, hav poly, bb, hav to help my dad.. blah blah..

then we walked ard tat for awhile, played the arcade la...
until ard 4 plus we took MRT to tamp..
then 5 plus, i rushed to TP for my training..

trainin was as usual. but i felt tat, i can't do the drill well... wan to pratice on it!
i must!!
i realised i like bb more n more le.. dunno y..
like the feelin of puttin the ball into the hole? *like very comment answer*
act i also dunno the reason.
the sound when the ball went in, is wa.. gd!!!

haha.. alright i'm crazy...
coach asked some of us, y we wan to play bb.
i like gt no reason.
must hav a reason ma?
hmmm...
hav to think abt it...

dunno y, i felt tat this coach is gd!! haha... very friendly... maybe, his the other side not out yet? =x haha... but i like his teachin style, not stressed.. and i was delighted! ha..
but hav to practice!

aft tat, coach treat us at the nearby KFC... tat abt 10 of us lor..
and he treat leh!!! haha.. so generous...
then we played *7-up* and * zhong zi mi ma* in order to finished the leftover food.
so funny..
but tiff anyhow mixed the food until so digustin lor... the unlucky ones will hav to eat it.
i kana a few things lor..
the last round was the whole cup of pepis. AND I GT IT!! argh...
drink at one go lor... brain n mouth freezed sia... haha
sway~

but it's fun haha...
startin to get close to my teammates le!!

hee...

31 may 2006
@ 12:38 AM

nw is 1 june le... 12.35am

juz nw, i had my first match of the youth cup this yr..

mornin, san give me morning call so early la.. ha..
then i went back to slp, woke up 1 hr later which is 10 plus.
then mit shwee, and went to nyp with her. met san there, and she was late.. waited for us until she slept at hme.
then hav out lunch there...

aft tat, we decided to go san's hse, as we gt to plump my bb, no air.
slack there.. quite tired.

ard 5 plus, went to serangoo to mit the rest of our teammates.
we havin tournament today. against QY.

there's like 9 players today in my team. haiz *can't we hav full team?!*
7 plus, there goes our game.
the opponent led us a lot at the start le..
mostly of us were nervous. i guess mostly was me.

but we managed to close a bit in the middle of the whole game, in the end still pull away.
we lost by 50 over pts. 92-36

it was badly trash..
but scored is not the point.
i think i causes quite a lot of turnover. SRY..
maybe i seldom be a point guard, but tat's not an excuse.
i'm a pt guad nw, so i hav to learn n face it!

i know bb is not a one man show, it's abt team!
everybody plays a part.
so ya, i MUST NOT ALLOW THIS MATCH TO LET ME DOWN!
although it did a little.
i'm a little disappointed.. wan to cry, but i WUN... no use to cry.

i wan to improve, and i did learn something from this match.
jia you tina, jia you to everyone in my team!

shwee: tc of yr legs, and let's jiayou. u did well today

san: well done.. u hav improve

gina: i can c yr spirit there.. keeps it up. let's jia you!

celine: u lent fast! tc of yr legs too.

wanling: i think today, we rely on u quite a lot. tat's y u keeps shootin, wanted to get the pts. but dun give up ok? u can de!

stacy: i saw yr frown face on court. ha. it doesn't look fierce.

hidaya: jia you.

angeline: a r quite blur.. hmm, but let's jia you n learn together.

as for me, i think i'm too nervous, nv follow the pace of my team mates. stop the ball in front of the opponent... nv try to cut my opponent.

i'm quite alright nw.
felt really bad juz nw..
ha..
so let's jia you!!!

dun worry abt me! *if u r*

tks.. for those who encouraged mE.

nitez...
1.00am