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feelings.. (friendship)
Monday, March 14, 2005 @ 4:22 AM

i juz saw my cousin's blog...
it's so touched abt one sided love...
but it reflects me abt my friendship with my frenz...
we use to be a very close frenz, but it's nw gone...
i wan to try to save back, but it seems impossible...
wonder will she still remember me, will she ever wan to save this friendship..
i dunno, i'm damn relucant to let go at first..
and always think it can be save...
but when times goes by, sms was gettin lesser...
we use to msg everyday, nw not even one a day, or few months...
memories filled me with missed tat we used to go out everytime, so fun n happy...
but nw there's nth i can do
i really hurts me, and i had already let go...
her action, makes me let go, i have gave up le...
no use waitin for her to save this friendship, there will not be result..
maybe it's the age gaps, she willl hav her own world of frenz without me...
it felt a cut in my heart, wounded quite deep...
i believe times will heal it sooner or later..
that's y i felt friendship wun last long...
i wish it wun, really much..
i really dunno...
y friendship always like this, with pri sch frenz, this frenzship, etc...
but nw i really will tresure the frenz i hav...
cos i dunno when it will be gone again...
i will be strong, so dun worry...
if one day i happen to see her, i dunno how to react..
juz act that it nv happen? we nv been close before?
i think this will be my reaction...
cos she dun give a damn abt it... tat's wat i felt, the way so was cold to me...
anyway, i wanna tks her for having played a part in my life, which i wun forget...
take care always...