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13 oct
Friday, October 13, 2006 @ 11:46 PM

13 oct... 11.42pm

hmmm... tue's match against sp... my team won by 4 pts..
the score was damn close then it eventually draw at the last mins of the last quarter.
there was an extra time...
everyone was exhausted, but the 2 hours game..
we ended at 10.25..
everyone in the "stadium" was so intense during the game... the score was very close all along.
so many fouls, and free-throw, etc..
it's overwhleming.
i could feel my heart pounding like mad, as i nv gt to rest throughout...
the feeling of winning was great.

after the match, i was energyless... hardly hav strenght to walk..
we went 85 market to eat.. nv really eat much.. too tired to do anything.

wed, stayed at hme to do my assignment..
went for direactor's talk in the morning only..
the feelin sux, as i dun hav enough slp but to carry on with my project...

thurday, woke up and contiuned... i didn't go for my morning training.
went to sch for idea in the afternoon..
then for competition at rp..
playing against NYP..

i dunno y, i or we didn't feel the pressure aft winning the sp's match.
maybe is because our mindset told us that we had already win of what we aim to win, the rest is not important.
on our way to rp, my stomach was damn pain...
rushed to the loo once we reached there.

the game against NYP, we lost by a large margin.
i dunno y, the first 2 quarter was quite alright but, suddenly we lost touch.. everyone can't communicate, i do not know wth i'm doing.
in the end, at the 3rd quarter i was switch out of court..
n allow the rest to play.

felt quite down..
wat happen to me? ami too tired? or...

when reached home, i told my parent i lost...
dad laughed n said i always lost.
it hurts...
i tot him, we managed to be in top 4 n we only trained for 3 month plus.
he said u played for so long le, still lose...
n laughed.
so discouraging!!!!
felt like crying, he wun understand so i dun bother to tell him.
i'm used to it le.
myabe he is just givin comment... NVM...

today, went to sch, watched at movie "SEVEN"... some physco killer.
but it trigger me, my thought. quite a nice movie...

then went for lunch n to sch library to do our idea 2's thumbnail for nancy's consultation.
aft tat, i n hz went to pack for shua n we headed to TM..
for movie.. "silk"...

tml hav training...
nitez..
yawns..