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Tina Chua, 21 this year. Currently Working at Mediacorp.

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feeling quite sleepy nw... yawn...
today(yesterday) was my dad's bd...
nv celebrate with him as he do not wish too.
but went out for supper with him n mum for supper yesterday night, at geylang that dou jiang you tiao. quite surprise to meet lay ming there.

as usual went sch to discuss DEFA.

Faces numerous problem, hope we can settle one by one.

tryin to figure and write out the script first.

had econ today, it realy an ACADEMIC subjects...
gosh haven't been "study" for years.. and nw i have to mug soon.
hope it's not too difficult.

meet shwee, shua, pearl and jia yi at subway for dinner after lesson.
shua went off first.

we roam ard TM n CS. actually wanna catch a movie, but there's not much show at tat time. esp when it's weekday night.
went to central park.. took pics. reached home at ard 12.





it's seems long since i have "slack" and roam ard like there's nth for me to do.

ps: nw shwee is tonning at my hse... forced her to bath if not she dun wan to bath la... smelly sia =x haha

sigh.. whatever i'm at home, i saw my parent discussing the problem about the business n financial of the family.. i .. i feel so useless
this morning i woke up, i heard their conversation again... nth seems ok..
i just wish everyone can be happy and care-free, it just seems so hard to do so. they can't stop worryin... n i just dun wish to make them worry to much... just me myself and make sure i'm ok so that i will not be another burden to them...


MEet for project today... had quite a fruitful result thought it's not cfm. We had a start and goals..
uck production can do it!

sometimes maybe i look sianz/sad/serious or what
maybe i'm just thinking... n my ULCERS just hurts the hell out of me for these few days. ARGH!
so yah..

went workin after tat...
i'm so tired... can i take a break ? =(

gtg
ciao!


Missing you, you, you and uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu haha
i mean everyone in my life!


oh ya i'm lazy to upload the pics!
here's the link to photo on that MOI halloween party (261007)

just realised i nv posed my IVP final photos here...
shall pose it yup. here you go...

i'm missing the days to play basketball already.. recently i hardly hav time to play.
and i can't go for trainin! have lesson at night. =(




Today, went sch at ten for ms tan lesson, it's the last lesson.
i'm quite relucant as she a nice teacher to me... n there's still so many to learn abt script writing... oh well.. guess i read hav to do some reading... my GK on media sux!

after lesson, meet my defa grp mates for lunch. then have project meeting...
tks celine to come n take photos from me..

went to make up for our MOI halloween party at 6pm in sch...
tks rinna to make up for me... it's COOL. dun really look like me le sia... ha.
there's some cross dressing within my course mates. like nicolas, rino and warren... they are dressed up as girl.. so hilarious, did girly/sexy move... rino have breast and wore mini skirt. ha.

had BBQ, water parade within our clique. lol. took many pictures...
going to pose at rockyou once i gt the photos from hz....

TWO big ulcer is hurting me...
had headache again today in the morning after watch "little miss sunshine" shown by ms tan.
no choice, i hav to get panadol aft tat.

rot in sch until abt 4 to meet my DEfa grpmates.
meet ping, nan, kim n doggy for bb.
nv play much. kind of bored, but it makes me feel away from those projects work that hav always been in my head...

tml hav halloween celebration in sch. for MOI ppl onli. wonder how it will be like?
i wan FAKE blood! ha

shit shit shit...
having bad headaches right nw!! will go n rest after i blog finish...

morning had script writing lesson as usual... siew mai tot us the 3 ACts to create structure of the story. hmm..

had video editing class after tat... submission was today.
had our trailer review session at 6 at LT... yokeee treated us pizza. yum yum.
feel kind of =( after the reviewing... think that i dun hav the potential in editing. as we need to have "feel" as to know when to cut or edit the footages together.

BUT i will not be so discourage, will continue to work hard and create/fins my "feel" in editing!

before going to review session, we attend some NE talks from MDA. it's BORING~~~
alright going to slp nw...

oh ya... just nw at ten, i went to roller blade alone ard my estates..
hav some time for my own. just an hr or less...
blade to park, bus stop where the we 3-some use to sit there to tok, to multi-story carpark near my block where i used to play catching or ice n water with my neighbour when i'm young. those were the days.

trainin have stopped...
feeling quite uncomfortable as i hardly have time to exercise or make time for my own..
feeling so stiff la. gosh.. really hav to take them to play basketball!
alright teammates? guess u all will also have the urge to play ba, hand itchy le ma?

haha recently, i'm feeling... EXhausted! tired la...
once i reached home, eyes will be fixed on the computer to do work! i'm not playing, or surfin net.
eyes going to pop out le la... i dun wan to increase my specs degree as i'm not used to wear specs.

next blk, startin next week i'm taking in economies 6-9pm!
hmmm how to hav time to play basketball? play in the noon?

just quite sian-ED sia...
argh...
seems to have a lot of things to do.

oh am i stressing myself? i guess so...
close to end of the block always seems to drive me crazy! ha...

morning had MAc breakfast...
mit my DEFA groupmates to discuss some ideas. quite interestin n maybe ambious?
we shall c...

went home add pics in PPT.
did for 2 plus hours. and guess what?
it nv press although i keep pressing CTRL + S!
gt cheated! vista lousy... onli can use for 30 days trial..
REDO...

went work aft tat..
so tired nw...

i wanna play bb with my teammates!

well done Tp basketballer!!!
We won today's match and gt 2nd runner up in IVP...

The cheering, the encourgement, the support in the match makes it overwhleming, our fighting spirit was "good" today. Esp our tp MVP kelly! Her shots/lay ups is steady~ ha
not just her... all the teammates is important/ without each of us, there's no such achievement!

Went for a BIG FEAST after that. Sam's treats to all the tp basketballer including the guy team. cool, they are champion again.
ate at ping's parent shop. SEAFOOD.
all of us were so full after that.
we had
fried rice, fried noodles...
Curry fish, kang kong, tou fu, prawn, chilli crab, we als0 hav dessert.
ate untill 12 plus, tat's y i'm here this time.

took quite a lot of pictures today. gt to wait for them to send me =)
we made a lot of noisy in the bus along the way back,
the driver gt angry and #$^&*&^(^&*%$$%#$%^*%^....

i guess we dun give a damn? lol...


had a really long day today.. so just give myself a break tonight, the rest of the work just leave it to tml.
have to take a break.

TP SALLY!

just nw i showed my dad the medal i got for IVP.
he said this is the thing you put your time n sweat for it.
hmmmm... to me, it's not the medal i really one. as in not putting the effort just for the medal.
is the time, i got to play basketball, a game that i will need teamwork as well as teammates i love.
=) you guyz just make my life great!

without basketball, i wouldn't have know you guyz.
ha.... tks, let's contiune to play the game of basketball!
"take the shot"


sry shwee/shua nv join you all...

saw da gua/bao mu today in design cantenn i was happy n shock.
too bad they nv come to watch my match =(

i'm excited to be part of DEFA project.

wa... doing a bit of research on a resort at Bintan recently
The scenery is... magnificent and stunning!

How i wish i can go there for a vacation.. shwee, sandra, shers, etc we planned to go there one day ok? maybe this dec! haha

hav to start saving already! there's a lot of things i wanna do or go... need $...
i should get a job! Anyone care to recommend?

gt my time-table for next blk... 6-9 lesson! oh gosh...
i wanna play bb! =( can i change?
if can't, i can make use of the time to work!
yup yup...

maybe i seems quite stress or busy ba...
but i'm alright... just yah...
hav assignment to do and is my competition period.
tml IVP is going to be a last day...

TP basketballer gals...
let's bring up our spirit together. the desire to win, to play with all our might.
we have trained for so longs..
how many hours have we spent on training?
remember the tracks we run before every training? how many rounds we had run?
the days we cried when we are defeated, we told ourselves not to give out?
we enourage each other to be better next time...
all this random stuff is spinning in my head...
so LET'S JIA YOU!!!
no lose, no gain...
every match, is a mile to be a better team.
I LOVE MY TEAMMATES!


i misses my buddies... and friend who i haven't meet for a long time... how are you?

currently i dun hav mood to do my work...
just feel down....

we played badly for today... the team was off form i guess.
what's happening to us? mentally not strong?

sometimes, the higher hope we hav.. it just goes wrong...
y can't i just be a better player and help my teammates!

sorry for whinning..
i know i'm not the only one feeling sad.

fri will be the last match..
all i can say is.. i wanna give all out...

shit... my finger nail gt a cut quite pain...

yesterday was alright... no work.. can relax for at least a day...
after sch , went library with hz to watch DVD, the illusionlist.
The plot is very unexpected, what we seem, the "truth" was all a lies... woo~ ha

went trainin aft tat... did light jogging...
nv play much.. later we hav match at SP...
will give all my best... this is what i can do for the team rather than feeling lousy n down.. haha
tks... wee~~~

hav work to do already sigh... no choice!
Designer can't rest during sch times.

finished my scriptwriting homework...
dunno whether is it ok or not...
hav the feeling of rechecking again and again...
maybe is the "fear" that miss tan induced in us. STress sia.. =x ha. jk...

meet my movie ka-ki, feli for a show...
Resident Evil:Exinction which i'm dying to watch!
it's not the end! ... not bad...
hav climate as well as "suspend" which shocked us.
ha Alice's nature power was damn cool!

hmmm... there's a lot of camera shooting in one scenes, as through the movie.. there's cuts of ELS, MS, different angel etc....
i wonder would they be scare if they hid in the dark to shoot, esp went the scary "make-up" zombies are ard.
Even i know it's real, somemore it will freak me out sia.




went to work after tat. dad's gt no voice... today business is not bad... =)

YEAH!!! well done to TP bb gals...
we did it! made it into semi-final!






yeterday, have lesson as usual... 9-12, scriptwriting... 12-3 video editing.
during scriptwriting, all of us were scared by miss tan's comment on our assignment 1.
some of us might failed! wa.. sianz...

watched "Bowling for Columbine" an document on american, as in why they have 11,000 people got killed by gun. is it safe to have or not to have guns in your possession? Why other countries who have guns, didn't have such high rate of dead due to gun violence?

I think that this document create an concern to the world as well as to the states.

met my teammates aft school to eat.
we havin an crucial match with rp at rp.
we won! yup..

somehow, i'm not really =) as maybe i nv perform well ba.. as a thought in mind.
BUT i must look on the brighter side...

I LOVE MY TEAMMATES!! wee~~
went ikea for dinner yesterday night...


jay's gt new songs... it's kind of weird... not his style sia... just heard it through air.

today i spend the whole day at home doing assignment, SCRIPTWRITING. sleep until 12 noon... haven't been sleeping long for weeks! yesterday met shwee n shua at night. went 7-eleven, shua's hse then my house.
they left at 3 plus am.


i'm havin com-phobia le sia... sort of.

Haven't been bloggin since monday. i was lazy...
by the time i reached home everyday it's eleven plus already. hardly have time to blog.

tues played against ITE, lost by 4 points. wasted.
we played much better as compared to monday.
feeling a bit down that day which i dunno y.

wed against NTU. i felt that everything happened very fast.
We cheer, we defend, i played n gt foul out together with gwen n wy.
gained victory at the end.. yah.. WE did it!
*we had tp cheerleader who came down to cheer for us* i'm quite surprise at first.

tml, fri, will be a crucial match... no matter what, let's give all out.
we gt nth to lost...so... JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!!!
TP!!! SALLY~~~!!! ha *smiles*




today, after sch... hz came to my house to watch an vcd "hearty paws" it's pretty sad... the two korean kids are so CUTE, same goes to the the dog!

IVP had started...
it wun be ended so soon...
we are going to put on a tough fight for every match...
tp gals basketballer, we can do it...

Yesterday, our had first match against SP.
we nv played well... so today we gotta jia you!

woke up and quickly rushed off to meet my ah e. i was late..
dunno y i just forgot to tell my mum tat i'm going to the temple with ah e.
and i'm so blur that i woke up and asked her "y u nv wake me up?"
sry, mum... she will understand =) i have a great mum ha.

went temple with ah e. mit cousin jaclyn n chester there. no fate to meet felicia.
the weather is WET today. pours/stops

ate until quite full. went 2 temple as it's confusion's day.
hav vegetarian food and at the other temple, we had tibits to eat *free-flow*, candy floss, ice-kachang, popcorn.

went ah e house after tat before i went to work.
dad is feeling unwell (hope he will feel better nw)... so bro came down to help out. ah e stayed with us until we closed the shop. tks!

think i'm DAMN saddist la.. dunno y, i just drew this thing last night.
maybe i watched too much gruesome/bloody movie le. haha.

ivp is on monday! TP gals JY...

today woke up at 11 plus... i dunno y, when my mum called me, i just jump up suddenly tot that i'm late for school...
just dun like morning lesson... gosh.

meet feli today... nv meet my teammates to play bb, as i gt no time sry..
workin at night.

next week will be a busy busy week for me...
gambatte~~

dun feel very tired today... maybe sleep too much last night, or i had exercise~
ok whatever.

knew about my grades when hz called me in the morning.
wee~~ luckily i maintain!

had friendly match against NUS today at their school.
nv been there before.
we played alright (we won), just have to take note of the mistakes we did today.
we hav to really communicate on court and support each other.
To my teammates: LET's JY for IVP, WE CAN DO IT!
=)

going to sleep liao...
ciao...

my face is peeling! ahh!!!
i just realized some of my tibits are gone, bought from zhu ren de!
must be my bro! argh.... ANGRY!!!
going to confront him first thing i wake up!

yesterday went sch as usual 9-3, went home after tat.
have assignment to do already for script writing.
nv really sleep well last night, dunno y.. brain can't stop workin n relax.

today hav friendly with NUS...
JY!!! will play my best =)

yesterday i went sentosa with ping,doggy,kelly n wy...
gt burnt somehow..
posed the pic sometimes after i receive for ping.
no mood right nw...

i chose today to be a BAD DAY...
nth seem right/ everything are so fan ba.
bro's call/ dad's call/ frenz's call... all within one hour

i chose to be down..

i failed my pratical drving test today...
hav to waste hundreds of dollars again =(
hav to think of ways to save ba...
thinking of savin on food, no more choco/sweets. i'm serious.

today trainin, i didn't played well... wat's happen?
recently i felt that i'm incapable of doing ANYTHING!
i seems to be very "un-motivated" today.
yah just for today, just let be feel down...






tks for concern friend, i'm alright
tml tina will be back on track again.