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Sunday, November 04, 2007 @ 11:34 PM



just came back from work..
today was kind of boring, no program.
 NO program = no life ha.
 rot at home, play online game (tks to jia yi to recommend me tat webby)
watched animates, read newspaper/mags clean my room.

oh ya.. my dad had give me a crytal rabbit, said his customer give it to him de..
ha... how he/she know i'm XIAOBAITU.. lol
it's cute!

dad's have been complainin about business, having no confidence,etc..
dun wish to say much further...
recently my mum had a fall, whereby she gt a bruises ard her eye area.
at first it's not so obvious, just swollen.. now it's turning green - black. it's just hurt me to see her bruise =(
bro as usual, stay at home watch that square aimless box.. haiz.

just nw i tot about a "crazy" stuff, which is to go swimming with my whole family since my dad off tml!
i'm so "high" n excited about it! hoping the rain will be gone by tml..
in fact the stupiest thing was i really told my dad abt it!
disappointment just filled me after tat, he said if business is good, wanna go where also can.
"nw the business is like that, you think i will enjoy at the pool? sry gal.." tat's wat he said.
i just nod, and saying it's ok n went back to my room. haiz,

it just made me sad that i wanna cry at that moment...
am i really childish? stupid? 19 yrs old still act like a 3-4 yrs old child.
i admitted i am.
how can i be so navie without taking into consideration of my dad's current state.
just wanna said sorry.

ialwayswishtohavefamilyouting.
perhapsgoouttogethershopping/eat/play/travel
whenwillthishappenagain? cantheclockbeturntowheniwas3-4yrsold...
foramomentirealisei'mstillcan'tgetoverit