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Tina Chua, 21 this year. Currently Working at Mediacorp.

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1. new blog link!
2. working again tml.
3. booo no pic to upload!
4. scared? Ya we are...
5. ok, break for tmk =)
6. day by day gone fast when u're working
7. TGIF? nope, it's just another day
8. my hair is short again
9. wee hour of sun... my sat
10. love MJ

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now is currently 4 plus am.
i know i'm crazy to blog right now.

but i couldn't sleep i hate the feeling to be lying on bed
toss and turn, and can't get to sleep.
so decided to come online to blog.
maybe catch a movie to make my eyes tired.

feeling slight headache,
just in the inner side, it's like u feel is going to get a headaches, but it's not out yet
dunno u get what i mean or not.
nvm

listening to 98.7 right now.
gt FYP inspirations for a couple of hours ago.
it's just coming. on n on, even i lie on bed i gt idea.
so just get up and here i am.

i stone for like one hour,
trying to come out with a story.
my previous or can say the initial idea
is pretty good.
but i gt problem with casting, location etc.

so i think abt the possible casting i might hav
and location which i could use.

i though abt some kind of style i can do just for my FYP
but i need to hav a good planning.
which i'm pretty sure i can do it.

gosh gosh gosh.
headache for ost too.
but excited.
because maybe we are sending it for competition.
woo...
so really have to polish it well.
audio gt problem.

color correction is pretty a problem to me,
JAC i need u haha.

i dunno what i have been saying for the last few mins.
head a bit heavy.
but i just can't sleep.

oh man pearl,
dun pass yr germs to me please. ha.

oh oh... i haven't say,
tues. sch at noon. presentation for alt. design.
do ost editing.
went off at 8. meet shua for dinner.
prata with mic,yi xin, kim guan and jiayi aft tat.

sun hav been home.
totally drained. i dunno why.
it seems mindless, like nth is done
although i spent how day doing school work.

proposal, LC (it's not that LC, is Learning Contract ok? in case somebody gt the wrong idea)
trying to figure with photo shop to create what i want.
MY PS is crap, lousy version.

and there's goes my day.
in order to make myself alive,
give my soul a treat.

i planned to watch midnight show
REC - spanish zombies film.
watched with shwee n tong.

ha totally thrilling at the moment,
and all of us bursts into laughter when
some zombie gt bashed up to death.

it's worth to watch.
but it's a short movie - 75 mins.


reached home at 3 plus am.

ah e woke me up at 6 am.
went jogging with her at bedok reserviors.
brain dead by then ard 8 am.
drank soya bean.

and off to sleep.
get up at 12 plus.

brunch with shwee.

home, ppt.
sianz

stressed but quit.

went dad's shop to help.
shua happen to be going over to da bao food.
so free ride.
tks.

i dunno what i hav been doing for the last couples of hours.

somehow i feel that i love weekends...
days for me to rest,
without the need to drag myself out of bed
and head to school
monotonously.

elephant documentary is still undone as expected
"Elephant never forgets" our title.
but we are close, real close to finishing... please hope it can be render out.
i'm waiting for the day whereby it's finished, thrilling feeling i bet.

iwantiwantiwantiwant
to catch some movie man.
it's seems so restless, uncomfortable perhaps not to see movies.
ya i'm an addict
addict to movie

i know weekend is expensive,
but i gt no time in weekday know?
money is running out... no more work no more tuition
for the time being.

oh yah,
my student, kimberly scored well for her maths! (87 i think)
first time i have teach someone, first time i experienced the result of achievement
for teaching her.
at least she never let me down.
quite worry for her at first.

watched hmmmm
8MM, watched the terminate (with my parents)
sometimes this week.
watching movie somehow helped me
to satisfy my crave for movie at cinema
for the time being.
but i'm running out of dvd to watch.

today(yesterday)
Saturday
went to GX's boss hse
he taught us lighting...
learn quite a lot.
tks, but the long hours there made us lethargic.
esp someone like me who slp for 5 hours with no meals in the stomach.
11 plus to almost 6 i guess...
but i do learnt.
it's not wasted. tks.



no movie with cousins, or giving surprise for mark Sorry...
i didn't know i took so long.



club at taboo (gay club) the night before. (friday night)
i dunno why i went, just wanna explore
but i admit i'm already exhausted with school work
went with shwee, her friend jasmine and cherie.
see tons of hunks n... hot bodies.
it's a bit small as expected,
not so bad.
somehow i prefer plump room (pub cum club)
reached home at 4 plus am.
(haven't received the photos yet)

recently days seems to be dull and feel "heavy"
as i planned to go for training, ended up i went there late due to my editing
argh.
but manage to touch the ball
basketball i mean.

but the feeling of playng togther seems different,
i guess haven't been playing or abt a month.
i just to recall.
but it seems a little rusty,
after a few run, i'm gear up again.
minutes later... Beep~ end of training.
went there for 45 mins perhaps.

did sweat.
bathed.
makan with teammates at prata shop.

today i just feel
exhausted
i just dunno y.
tired of thinking
IT'S JUST THE BEGINNING!!!

ha... ideas ideas running around.
please come to light up my brain's bulb.

i can't help to end my documentary.
haiz.
just can't help feeling kind of ignorant for it,
have been rushing for like 3 weeks?
hav to finish one before we can concentrate the next.

far far far
too many on hand.
so hav to slowly eliminate one by one.

one day was gone just like that in school
i missed the scorching sun rays on my skin,
i missed the sight of even the drops of the rain.
just stuck at hereafter editing.
went for class n back again.

somehow i misses basketball after the end of the day.
tml maybe i'm heading for training if ...
i'm satisfy with my work

loong desire for heart plumping exercise
i think i should at least train my heart
it have rest far too long...
body starting to feel weird without
sweating much

new module beside FYP
oh well... interesting alt. yet
bored YOG
must make it the other way round.

oh well oh welll

MY ost is not over yet because we can't finish it on time.
hav to really finish it up.... stress stress ha.

next week, tml will hav new module - alternative design.
and and and and the major major project, our FYP!

will be exciting as well as hell i guess.
going on a roller coaster ride with mind twisting stress for ideas, whatsoever.

last breath, last sem upon graduation.
really hav to give my best.

i must not be afraid.
sooner or later i must face the outside world.
world of strangers
mixed with devils n angels.
the working environment, which i haven't touch across as i nv go for my SIP.

TINA let's go....

hmmmm...
first of all....
concentrate on my elephant documentary.
the last mile, last week...
we, the SCT productions have to make it a good one.

will be screening it,
ticket will be sell....
do come and support me ok?

venue and date - TBC

craps...
fall ill recently.
yesterday was forced to see doctor and stay at home.

but still managed to go school to edit for a couple of hours.
giddy and nostalgic feeling just overwhelmed me.

today (wed)
went school... nth much i can do. as i have to wait for visual effects, illutrations n audio, guide track to be ready.
did editing...
then helped jacen to photoshop those images needed to "change"
i know how to use walcom tablet! ha... felt so noob at first.

so cool.
wish i have a mac desktop at home with the tablet!
maybe a mac laptop first..
wish wish...

still feeling a little uneasy.
but i will be ok soon!!!
have to finish my documentary which is taking months to do it.

watched red dragon yesterday,
before my drugs take over my functioning brain.

love edward norton,
although i have watched several of this film,
i only gt to notice him in fight club.
ha...
his acting is overwhelming, goooodddd....
other movie like,
red dragon, the incredible hulk, the illusionists.
didn't know he's like almost 40 yrs old already.

feel unwell today.
once i wake up, my whole body seems to be aching,
restrained me to get up.

by the time i gt school is already noon.
did editing
have consultation with yvonne,
gt a few implement is needed to be done.

sianz
super unwelll
don't like this aching, irritating feeling.
it seems that every molecular of my skin is aching, not pain but
super uncomfortable DAMN IT!
having running nose now.

please don't make me fall ill.
i have to edit my documentary!

sry shwee n pearl
who came specialty to try out the VO for my narration.
but the audio room is locked,
i forgot abt it.

tks shua for sending me home.


Sat,
morning tuition changed to night.
so noon

went paris ris east cc to play bb
haven't been playing for so long..
finally yesterday i gt to play... really sweat out

yah...
i n doggy playing the partner ABC.
after playing for like half an hour, we WON!!
won BBT yah.



then have a hot, spicy dinner...

home to bath n off to tuition.
last day teaching kimberly, hz's sister.

so picture time. =)


played with hz's mac.. i photo.

Sunday.
FULL day working.

meet cousins at 10plus am. woke up at 9.
breakfast at mac

start work at noon.
and we have to start interview people in the zee carnival.
gt bollywood superstar.
woo~~ quite high. it's an indian carnival.
there's some chinese getting autograph from him too.

worked until 7...
gosh it's tired to keep asking, looking for people for interview.
face rejection
and weird staring.

but it's alright
as the best is not bad =)



after work,
slacking ar mac cafe.
do a little shopping.
near bought that shirt... but i think it's a waste of money as i seldom wear formal...

watched memoir of an invisible man.
super tired.

xiang i'm not posing any of her pictures. too bad. =p

Thursday, i delicate my whole day in school doing editing.
so is wed.
woof...

shua have camp, and hz stayed back in hereafter too.
so aft that we went to find shua to have a chat.
Ireland seems fun.

Fri.
have to go up at 8 plus, which i haven't done so for weeks i guess.
went to toa payoh to meet my cousins feli n jess...

going for a job breifing. cool.
tks for the job feli. =)

had lunch at MOS.





went back sch.
realise i gt not much thing to do.
have to wait for guide tracks, music n visual/ special effects.
so look through and edit a little.

ard 8 plus, met shua aft her meeting.
hav to wait for her.
so i loiter ard eng school like a mindless soul.

woo~ it's soul-less.
i started to feel that i'm alone
in this quiet school
and realize how "big" my school is.
walk ard snap some random photos.

start imagine things like
zombies hidding in some corner
busily munching so rotten flesh
while a delicious, mouth- watery flesh like me
is sitting along the side of the car park
stoning listening to song from her hp
not knowing what will happen to her.




then shua came.
i'm rescued. ha crap.

thinking of going to collect jay's new album
but it's been postpone!!!
stone and rot...
met ah ting and pearl.

hav supper again
at asalam...

rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....
i feel weird without exercising.
esp aft supper as well as not attending training.

so this morning, over-slept. woke up at 10 plus close to eleven.
i went swimming, it's the first thing that struck my mind n motivate me to carry on my day.
first time i went swimming alone = soon i'm going to become a strong day master le. ha although i'm weak.

then reached sch at 1...
lunched.

n start the energy-drain editing...

rushed to give tuition at 7 plus.
hope kimberly can do well in her exams... i have already give my best.


yesterday,
nv extend hereafter.
so ard 7, took one hour journey bus to ehub to meet shua, pearl n ah ting.
damn tiring. reached there, still have to wait.
i admit i'm pissed n sianz.

hungry.

yet i ate gelare with pearl. pathetic.



wanted to wwatch bunny house, but have to wait for ah tong.
in the end she VERY late, we dropped the idea.
played arcade instead...

i'm still home right now...
get to find some stuff for projects.

oh well...
yesterday then we know that we gt to finish our elephant documentary by 17 OCT!
at first we tot is end of the month.
damn.... have to OT starting tml... all the way...

have to say farewelll to our IMD senior, wei jie...
going to the army today. imagine he is botak right now. haha...




rushed to teach kimberly aft dinner at 85 with yvonne, xiang, ivy n jacen.


going to school now...
ciao...

fri night...
aft sch went to TM with my school mates.
drinks starbucks n slack there. ard 9 plus, went dad's shop to find shua.
went out to watch mid night show with shua n cherie.
watched connected...
hmmm not bad, i shall watch the english version soon "CELLULAR"
and compare them both.

camwhore at mac before the movie...

reached home at 4 plus am...
Zzzzz

next day, decided to post pone my tuition cos i couldn't get up...
met my cousin at tamp inter...
watched painted skin. expected love circle... t
he dialogues kind of "downgraded" the feel of the film ,
although it add comedy to it..

nv gt chance to take pic with my cousin =( ard evening... i met shwee to marsiling... cabbed home... it's damn expensive...
damn broke.

sun afternoon, went to give tuition...
how come her exam is so soon?!
shouldn't it be end of the month, just gt to see her time- table it's 13 oct =.=
haiz.

aft tuition, shua, wen long, tong n ting came to fetch me =)))
actually they wan to apply to learn driving, but office closed.
went to her dad's shop to eat, nearly 4 i guess.
then off to my hse. gt to borrowed my dad's car.
send my dad n shwee to shop...
then we went to ikea, bought towel.
drove my mum home.
went to wash car, then to simei...

shua bought us chocolates! n B&J
drove my dad n shwee home.
it's so tiring to drive la...
then stayed at my house.
watched youtube,
ate B&J

took pics.... story for the day will be reveal at ah ting's blog... stay tunes...
@ http://www.sshannens-favourite.blogspot.com/

photos sending in process...