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confused tobu
Thursday, October 02, 2008 @ 11:09 PM

i feel insane
feel that i'm in a world of my own
in fact everyone is, just that we got to interact with others
life is "which", ones can only control
i doubt that u will understand, so just forget it.

thurs.
feel tired, lost.
always feeling that time is running out.
and impatient.
sorry to xiang n jacen.

rejects Timber gathering (although i have nv been there before)
rejects basketball friendly, seems i end sch slightly late.
i have to give tuition.
as i have made up my mind,
i feel nostalgic.

journey in the bus,
i passed by my school sport stadium
adrenaline rushing fast within blood vessels and heart.
but, neither of it is mine.
it's my teammates playing hard in the match.
i just sit in the bus feeling guilty, tired or sad,
allows the bus to drive me away.

where's my motivation
is school works really conquering my passion for basketball?
or i have more passion in film making?
i have no idea.
there's no answer in me yet.
but soon...

i guess... action is LOUDER than sound? word? sentence?
whatever...


am i changing?